i love u more than u ever know

It was an unexpected love!!!! or shud i say a short but senseful love affair.hmm... whatever! al i know is dat ive never into this kind of relationship. ivan was a nice and sweet guy, i never expected to fall with this man for the fact that he has someone in his life(live in partner) but it all started when they're having difficulties in life that got into the point of giving space among themselves but stil living in the same roof!! but i wasn't expecting to be his crying shoulder all i want is to listen whatever circumstances he's having at that time. we go out together because were co-workers in a foodchain and our schedules were almost the same. were really gud frens. time past when he started texting me sweet words and making me special but i always ignored those because of his status but when he told me that hes not with the girl na i said yes to him considering hes not my type coz im particular with my ideal man but i have feelings towards him i really dont understand why i fall to him maybe that was called love coz ewhen u love someone u'll accept him as what he is. judgment time had come. he was with the girl agen but without my knowledge i just found out when i texted him and hes not the one replying but the girl giving me hurtfuly words that made me cry i thought it was the end of our affair but he told me to hold on because he really loves me but confusion was my enemy, and i realized he wsnt meant for me but to someone else so i let him go to make it easy for him. i dont want him to have nothing at the end. eventhough we parted ways when i made this tough decision, he would stil be a part of my life and i will never forget my first love.

My Best Friend

I met someone who would later make me the happiest girl in the world. I was in love with my best friend. He was my best kept secret. We became close although we both had been dating our mates for over a year. Although we were committed to other people, he had told me that we would get together some day and that in 10 years, we would be married. He had broken up with his girlfriend and I took the opportunity and broke up with my boyfriend, but I was too late. Without me knowing it, I had gotten them back together. I was friends with her as well, but I couldn’t help my feelings. He has always had the highest of respect for me so nothing happened while they were still together. I got another boyfriend and he broke up with her again and soon after, I was broken up with my boyfriend too. He never seemed to amaze me, but on a beautiful day in March, he swept me off of my feet and made my wildest dream come true. We had always talked for hours about everything and we were sitting in his car and I asked him that if he was going to call me “babe” (since he had been doing it for 2 years) that he should just be serious about it.” He looked at me with the sweetest face and told me, “I’m so in love with you.” I was just playing around, well, kind of, but I never expected him to say that. I was in shock and the only thing I could do was tell him that I felt the same way. We have been through a lot of obstacles from the time of telling everyone of our love until now, but the love we have for each other always seems to surpass anything that comes in our way. Next month, will make 2 years and I wouldn’t trade him for the world. He is an inspiration in my life and without him, I would not be me. I am happy I took a chance on love because I might have missed out on being this happy. Although I thought it would never happened, we did get together just like he said, and who knows maybe we’ll make another of our dreams come true in 6 years.

The day I met him...

H! to all EGELLOC STNEDUTS

The day I met him, it was a joy I knew that I was in love. I could feel it. After that day we started spending a-lot of time together. We had so much fun together. Then after a couple of weeks we started having problems. I heard stuff about him still being with his fiance. It was a big problem because he lived in a different town than me. He had been engaged before we had met and he told that they had split up, so I trusted him well after a couple of weeks I heard from my friend that lives in Crossett that he was still engaged with her. I talked to him about it and he said that they were and we could still be friends so I said ok. Well, we got to talking again and he asked me if I wanted to move to Texas with him when he went to join the Army. I said I didn't know. Well, we kind of faded away after that, we didn't talk that much. I called him one day and he made me mad so I called his so called fiance and asked her if they were still together and she said they had been together for about 1 year. I told her everything that we did and I haven't talked to him since. But I still love him.

message to my someone special

I just want one more day with you

 

I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

TO MY CRUSH

        GOOD DAY TO ALL EGELLOC STNEDUTS
             As an egelloc stneduts i have so many crush in school especially we are teenager now.This letters  or message is for my crush.well he is also an egelloc stneduts of hercor.
                You're probably wondering what this letter is all about. Well, the truth of it is it's because I have to tell you something that I can't tell you in person, and I hope you don't think any less of me because I couldn't. But I think once I get to it you will be able to understand why I did it this way.
               You're probably really curious by this point so I think I'll just say it and then explain myself Well, I am pretty sure that I like you as more than a friend. But don't get too worried because you know that I know you're asexual and my attraction to you is based on your personality only. And the fact that you're so cute. Haha. Anyway, I'm not asking you out or anything like that but I think I told you that I'm the type of person who can't keep things like this inside of me. I just wanted to let you know and see where you stand because if I didn't I would always wonder "what if?" So to wrap this up, I just want you to know that I hope if you don't feel the same way that this doesn't change anything between us and in our friendship, because you are a great friend

MY TUESDAY DAY

            H!good noon to an EGELLOC STNEDUTS how are you?

                    As an egelloc stneduts in this world i have so many trials or struggles that come to my life

MY HIGHSCHOOL LIFE

                  Hello EGELLOC STNEDUTS I'm back.How are you?

             When I'm grade six i feel nervous because on next year i am already a first year.My mother brought me in school that she wants me to enroll.I get a form and i filled up that form.First i am confusing how to fill up that form.We get the intrans examination and on the other day I saw my name on the bulletin board that i pass the intrans and i am in the top ten.First i fell very happy on that time,im belong to  the section A.I'm so excited to go to school all of my school supplies are new and all of the characters in my notebook and bag are my favorites,First day of class I'm so shy I have no friend,I did not go out in my room.I eat my snack and i study.In a few weeks I have a friends,we are happy eating our lunch,playing and we are studying together under the tree.In second year I don,t like my teachers but i force myself to study and someday .I will like my teachers.I have a crush,every time I go to school I'm so excited,I can;t go to school if i did not put a face powder on my face.I keep in my friends that I have a crush because they that guy.Year past by I forgot that guy,I'm serious/focus in my study/focus.My friends find a guy that they want to be my boyfriend but they failed.They got angry to me because I did not talk to the guy.My adviser talk yo me that she like me because in my study,I never entertain the boys .I feel nervous when the principal call me in his office.I saw the two boys setting on the front of the principal.I  know that two boys.I ask my friends"why that two boys are in the principal office"?They answer me"they are fighting because of you"" I'm so shock when I heard their answer.In graduation the two guy are already friends,they ask forgiveness for what they have done,and I forgive them