i love u more than u ever know

It was an unexpected love!!!! or shud i say a short but senseful love affair.hmm... whatever! al i know is dat ive never into this kind of relationship. ivan was a nice and sweet guy, i never expected to fall with this man for the fact that he has someone in his life(live in partner) but it all started when they're having difficulties in life that got into the point of giving space among themselves but stil living in the same roof!! but i wasn't expecting to be his crying shoulder all i want is to listen whatever circumstances he's having at that time. we go out together because were co-workers in a foodchain and our schedules were almost the same. were really gud frens. time past when he started texting me sweet words and making me special but i always ignored those because of his status but when he told me that hes not with the girl na i said yes to him considering hes not my type coz im particular with my ideal man but i have feelings towards him i really dont understand why i fall to him maybe that was called love coz ewhen u love someone u'll accept him as what he is. judgment time had come. he was with the girl agen but without my knowledge i just found out when i texted him and hes not the one replying but the girl giving me hurtfuly words that made me cry i thought it was the end of our affair but he told me to hold on because he really loves me but confusion was my enemy, and i realized he wsnt meant for me but to someone else so i let him go to make it easy for him. i dont want him to have nothing at the end. eventhough we parted ways when i made this tough decision, he would stil be a part of my life and i will never forget my first love.